I'm losing...

 I'm losing my mind

I'm losing it all

they say it gets better

but I'm hurt even more

no matter how long it's been

I still remember very well

I could write you a story

with the smallest details

I could draw the whole scenario

with both eyes closed

that pity look never gets old

as if it could get any worse

don't feel sorry for me 

I'm doing well

I might need more time

maybe one decade more

I've got thicker skin now

I'm stronger from the outside

but weaker within

don't hold my hands

I'm scared you'd squeeze so hard

I'm better on my own

my prayers will reach the sky