Crying is...

crying is nothing but my everyday skincare routine

and I'm kinda scared of losing my precious tears

I built a safety shield around me

protecting myself from nonexistent threats

I almost never let anyone in

then I keep saying there is no one for me

I'm made of glass, I'm fragile

I'm sick of getting hurt by my own shatter

all the scars I have are caused by me

no one ever understands me

is it gonna be like this for eternity?

I don't think I can manage humanity

it's like simple maths it's unsolvable

please send me some help it's unfixable

I lost my mind years ago

when I realized how messed up it was